urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause Sara René Sara René 2006-08-21T07:41:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:103151 2006-08-21T07:41:51Z 2006-08-21T07:41:51Z This song is the absolute perfect explanation of love!! You like someone so much, and you fall for them. And you wish they would never leave you. But you know the time will come when they do, through deception, through death, through any means, they will always leave you. And you fear that you cant go on without them, but you know somehow you will. It’s the way things always work out. <br /><br /><br /><br />"Seize The Day"<br /><br />Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost<br />It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over<br /><br />I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time<br />But I'm too young to worry<br />These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past<br /><br />I found you here, now please just stay for a while<br />I can move on with you around<br />I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?<br />I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done<br />We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you<br /><br />I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time<br />But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)<br /><br />Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost<br />It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over<br /><br />Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in<br />No longer needed here so where do we go?<br />Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?<br />But girl, what if there is no eternal life?<br /><br />I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time<br />But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)<br /><br />Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost<br />It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over<br /><br />Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here<br />Please tell me what we have is real<br /><br />So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?<br />Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see<br />I beg don't leave me<br /><br />Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost<br />It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over<br /><br />Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here<br />Please tell me what we have is real<br /><br />Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day<br />I stand here alone<br />Falling away from you, no chance to get back home<br /><br /><br />“SILENCE YOU LOST ME, NO CHANCE FOR ONE MORE DAY! <br />I STAND HERE ALONE! FALLING AWAY FROM YOU! NO CHANCE TO GET BACK HOME!”<br />It’s the best verse, its how things work…. But im sad that that’s how things will always be. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:102878 2006-08-03T02:54:15Z 2006-08-03T02:54:15Z Hes offically mine! Mom doesnt really like him, but my dad does. So I need name ideas for a little CHIWAWA!!! Start leaving the comments kids! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:102542 2006-08-02T09:57:22Z 2006-08-02T09:57:22Z Seriously... could you say no to him?? <br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/SaraGrimard/000_1222.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/SaraGrimard/000_1225.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br /><br />I couldnt! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:102358 2006-08-02T00:35:52Z 2006-08-02T00:35:52Z Im gonna do something thats really going to upset my mother!<br /><br />but perks are ... has all its shots, free cage, and its full blooded!! Oh gosh, ill be in trouble!<br /><br />but its free and i want it! And im only living at home for another month! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:101943 2006-07-24T07:46:50Z 2006-07-24T07:46:50Z One of my biggest fears exposed!<br /><br />So I have a fear of walking through the alley outside my backyard. At night, I have a fear of people being in the alley when I walk home from Erins house and have to go through the alley. So today Erin asks me to spend the night, I agreed. But around 3 o'clock in the morning and I still cant fall asleep. So I decide to come home. So I get my purse and start walking home and once I reach the alley, there were two guys down by the gate to my fence. I started walking down it and didnt notice until I got so far and it kinda scared them. They started walking the other way. So I didnt turn around because they seemed a little freaked out too. Since I was scared I thought it was funny that they were too. So before I walked into my yard I said "Boo!" Not scary, but normal. And they said, "Whow! Who are you?" And I said "Just a random person." and I walked into my yard. I didnt get a good look at them, but they were at least 18 years old and one had a wife beeter on and one looked black and the other white. They were rather far though. Anyways, I was freaking out and I got scared... and I just wanted to share that.<br /><br />Thanks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:101710 2006-07-07T04:55:41Z 2006-07-07T04:55:41Z Send away for a priceless gift<br />One not subtle, one not on the list<br />Send away for a perfect world<br />One not simply, so absurd<br />In these times of doing what you're told<br />You keep these feelings, no one knows<br />What ever happened to the young man's heart<br />Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart<br /><br />And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,<br />Swimming through the ashes of another life<br />No real reason to accept the way things have changed<br />Staring down the barrel of a 45<br /><br />Send a message to the unborn child<br />Keep your eyes open for a while<br />In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else <br />There's a piece of a puzzle known as life<br />Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight<br /><br />What ever happened to the young man's heart<br />Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart<br /><br />And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,<br />Swimming through the ashes of another life<br />No real reason to accept the way things have changed<br />Staring down the barrel of a 45<br /><br />Everyone's pointing their fingers<br />Always condemning me<br />And nobody knows what I believe<br />I believe<br /><br />And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,<br />Swimming through the ashes of another life<br />No real reason to accept the way things have changed<br />Staring down the barrel of a 45 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:101179 2006-06-17T18:01:51Z 2006-06-17T18:01:51Z Panther left me this comment on one of my pictures on myspace.... <br /><br /><br />hey sexy long time to see how are you? i having talk to you in a grip. hey abby i missed talking to you drop me a line if your single will you go out in a date with me? panther. baby youre looking hot and sexy. hear my roar of love.rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrroar.<br /><br /><br /><br />ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA Give me a break! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:100608 2006-06-12T04:29:18Z 2006-06-12T04:29:18Z Im sitting at Chris's house right now, he is asleep on the bed. I blinged out his teather, and it looks pretty now with sparkley jems... when he wakes up, he will hate it! hahah! Erin is sleeping next to him and I took hold of his computer because I rock that much! Im home from ferris, if you all didnt know (not like anyone reads this) and If anyone (those of you that do magically run accross my page) want to hang out, im free.... EVERYDAY! I dont have a job (boo!) and im working on that, but until I get one... im almost always availible... so let me know chica's and roosta's!! on other notes!! <br /><br />My friend's dog ran away... it would be tragic if he isnt found because of certain circumstances that the family is/was under in the last year. I cant quite go into details because its not really my, or anyone elses business on that part, but here is the flyer and if you find him, CALL ROGER stat!! He needs Bo back!! His mom needs Bo back!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/SaraGrimard/bo-flyerrr.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br /><br /><br />Thats that issue... and on other news<br />I have a trendy idem!!<br />Look at Paris holding that purse... yeah, So I got this purse from Spencers for free because no one would buy it... it was on clearence, and they needed to get rid of it... Then Paris gets this purse and now its a big deal!! On Ebay for lots and stuff... funny how one prissy person can own something and now everyone and their brother want one... so i have one of those... rock on for me, im not trendy!<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/SaraGrimard/paris.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br /><br />And that concludes my life...<br /><br />I miss Jessica and Brandon with all my lil black heart, i need them to live close again! GAHHH! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:100290 2006-06-02T23:59:51Z 2006-06-02T23:59:51Z I love myself~ A lot... <br />on other notes.... <br />Im chillin at sams house...<br />Im contemplating life...<br />Im hating family members...<br />Im missing family members...<br />Im rockin out with my cock out...<br />Im pondering the meaning of hamsters...<br />Im also pondering the meaning of mice...<br />Im eating monkeys...<br />Im wondering why k didnt ask s to the movies...<br />Im eating small cats...<br />Im about to pee my pants...<br />Im falling off the bed...<br />Im wishing on three stars at the same time...<br />Im going to kill sam... hahahah<br />Im done with writing this...<br /><br />Just that---<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Just kidding!! <br />go to:<br />www.myspace.com/sarenelightning<br />Add me because you know you have myspace<br />and then comment on the non existant pictures of you... yes you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:99955 2006-05-08T19:51:15Z 2006-05-08T19:51:15Z im home... for good... No more ferris for me!!! I love it!<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:99763 2006-04-11T23:18:48Z 2006-04-11T23:18:48Z Im home for the week. Anyone wanna hang out? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:99415 2006-04-06T05:51:42Z 2006-04-06T05:51:42Z VENTING TIME!!!<br /><br />Im pissed... <br />my ex boyfriend Brian wrote me today and one of the parts in it was:<br /><br />"i was asking about your brothers kemo becaue if he didn't want to take the pain. and the draging out when he eventually will die anyway."<br /><br />So basically what hes saying is my brother is going to die?! Thats awesome! In situations like this, your supposed to console someone, not tell them the person that they love more than anything is going to die, so why do anything to save him... When I read it, i just started crying.<br /><br />More news on my brother (for anyone who was reading). He had his surgery... they took out the kidney, half the pancreas, and the tumor. It spread to his arteries, and his spine. They couldnt take that out and its growing a cent. every three days. Its spreading pretty badly and they said that he wont be cured with kemo. They gave him a few months to live. Im not taking it well... and someone like brian says what he did... not right of him. But anyways... thats the newest news of my brother :( PRAY PLEASE! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:99231 2006-04-05T06:05:39Z 2006-04-05T06:05:39Z I dont think many people use livejournal anymore. If someone can prove me wrong, i think ill keep it, otherwise ... its going to go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:99047 2006-03-27T20:39:24Z 2006-03-27T20:39:24Z See This Through - Broken Sunday .........21 of My Firsts............<br /><br />1.Who was your first prom date?<br />Doug<br /><br />2. Who was your first roommate?<br />My sister stacie, we shared a room for a long time... <br />Otherwise, it was Chevonne... my awesomes college friend who fights endlessly with me!<br /><br />3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?<br />Beer... my cousin and sister brought me to my first party and I got wasted and puked!<br /><br />4. What was your first job?<br />Michigan Adventures - worst job of my life... Im allergic to sunburn!<br /><br />5. What was your first car?<br />I havent had that first yet!<br /><br />6. When did you go to your first funeral?<br />I dont remember when, but I remember it was my grandpa...<br /><br />7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?<br />18 to go to ferris<br /><br />8. Who was your first grade teacher?<br />Mrs. Koon<br /><br />9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?<br />I havent been on one :(<br /><br />10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?<br />wasnt with anyone, but it ws to hang out with Adam<br /><br />11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?<br />Erin - We've been friends since sperm and havent stoped yet! 19 years and running!<br /><br />12. Where was your first sleepover?<br />Erin's house<br /><br />13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?<br />My mom or Erin<br /><br />14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?<br />I was never in a wedding, but I will be this summer... Im going to be a bridesmaid for ANGIE and NATES wedding! Lovin' it!<br /><br />15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?<br />Wake up... lol It takes awhile<br /><br />16. What was the first concert you ever went to?<br />Britney Spears and 98 degrees. But its only because we went as a family for my sister. It was so awful! I wanted to throw eggs! But otherwise, it was something at summer cel.<br /><br />17. First tattoo or piercing?<br />my ears... which then became addicting and i did under my tongue, then my rook, then second holes, then my toe, then my industrial, then my two cartilage(sp?) and now im going in for my septum. I cant stop! AHH<br /><br />18. First celebrity crush?<br />I dont quite remember... Im pretty sure it was brad pitt because of Interview with a vampire<br /><br />19. Age of first real kiss?<br />17<br /><br />20. First crush?<br />Danny MacEntaffer<br /><br />21. First love?<br />Haven't been in love...but I know what ur gettin at so probably my first boyfriend, who doesnt really need to be named... it was my longest relationship and he ment the world to me. He even cried when I was in the hospital in 9th grade. I loved him. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:98782 2006-03-27T01:10:54Z 2006-03-27T01:10:54Z And im single again... but I made it that way. Its official right now. <br /><br />Jan 5th, 06 - March 26, 06.... i believe that would make it my longest relationship... I think...<br /><br />80 days! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:98360 2006-03-21T20:25:29Z 2006-03-21T20:25:29Z MARCH 20TH WAS MY BIRTHDAY!! Its exciting! If you want to make me a happy person, you can send me a dollar to:<br /> <br />Sara Grimard's Birthday Fund<br />1325 Cramer Circle <br />Cramer Hall # 1109<br />Big Rapids, MI 49307<br /><br />Its the cheapest birthday present ever -- only one dollar! So you all should do it since I need some money to have fun on my birthday weekend. I want to do something exciting... instead of just sitting in my dorm on my birthday weekend. So send a dollar, or if you want, you can send more! It would be awesome! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:98192 2006-03-21T20:24:23Z 2006-03-21T20:24:23Z So... I haven’t updated in awhile... so I think its time to make my life known to the world! <br /><br />I haven’t had much time for anything... school occupies mainly all of it, and its funny because im pretty sure this is the worst ive ever done in school. It figures though. Im done with Ferris in the may anyways so im not to worried about it right now. I have other things going on in my mind.<br /><br />My dad is officially home for good now I guess. Although I really think he is only home because of Dennis and his cancer. He says he is here to stay, and he said he was sorry for all the "torture" he put us through... But I honestly think its all made up bull shit coming out of his mouth. Its funny, we have been holding down the house since he left, and now that he is back, he pretends to be king. Telling us how things should be and how to do things... I think if he wanted to be that way, he should have never left in the first place. It makes me just want to scream "Why are you saying this stuff to us now? You cant just come back and rule things again... its now how it works!" Since my dad came home, Randy has been running away a lot. Its funny because he goes around to everyone he knows saying he got kicked out... when in reality, he said "FUCK YOU MOM AND DAD" and leaves. Whatever, I say let him go... He cant be getting away with calling my mother a fucking bitch and then thinking everything is alright without getting grounded. And when he does get grounded, he just runs away. Right now I guess he is living with my neighbors ex girlfriend Lisa. Honestly, I think randy was better off at Angie and Nates house. Thats where he would have had a better time I think. But he will be home in about 2 weeks and it will just happen again. He will never learn. <br /><br />Onto my other brother... Dennis... He is doing better. He got out of the hospital last week and he is home. He has a huge scar across his stomach and its not pretty... but its a small price to pay for life right? Anyways, they took out his tumor, his kidney, half his pancreas, and then scraped around in there. They were going to take out more, but the doctors said that if he was to stay open any longer, he would have died. Not all the cancer is gone though. Its spreading a centimeter every three days and its growing quick. Its on his spine now and in his arteries. If chemotherapy doesn’t treat it... they say he only has months left to live. That makes me sad, but im trying to keep optimistic about the whole situation. <br /><br />Now for my love life... I dont think im still dating brian. I seriously havent talked to him in a really really long time. He doesnt email me anymore and he doesnt call, even though he has a new cell phone. So I really dont think we are because if we were, he would want to talk to me... But thats alright because I dont think I can handle a relationship right now in my life, let alone a long distance one. Its really taxing and I dont have the time to put into it. So I think its better off the way it seems to be going. <br /><br />I met some new friends which is exciting for me because im lacking in the friendship department latly. My first found new friend's name is Erik. He is awesome! I enjoy hanging out with him when I can. Right now he is in the army and I wont be able to hang out with him for another 6 months. It kinda sucks because I had lots of fun hanging out with him before he left. It was awesome and was a good time. <br />Another one of my new found friends is Stevie. He is really awesome! This is one of Erin's friend and I met him through her. He is friends with Erik too... which is weird because I found that out when I was hanging out with Erik during his going away party. I met Stevie officially at Erik's party. Then there is Jeremy and Rob. They are pretty cool. I only see them when I go to the bar on Sunday nights though. Jeremy used to date Erin and now they are just friends. Which works out better for them. At first I hated Jeremy, but he is a pretty neat guy now that I got to know him. The first time I met him, it wasnt like that at all. And then there is Mike. My other new friend. He is currently Erin's guy friend... and soon to be more. I met him at Stevies house and then we went to the bar. He is really cool because he didnt judge me right off the bat like lots of other people do. He was awesome to me. He even danced with me and the bar... It was pretty cool. Hes a nice fella! Those are my new found friends! Hopefully ill make more though.<br /><br />My photography is going well, I made a page for it on myspace. All you fun people with a myspace should add it and if you have people that you know that want professional pictures taken, give them the link to my myspace or give them my email.<br /><br />www.myspace.com/sarenelightning<br />Saragrimard@yahoo.com<br /><br />And help promote me... I need it. Im currently lined up to do photography for a wedding, family portraits, and im hired in by two bands. Its getting pretty exciting and I hope it can just get better and better for me since that is what Ive decided to do with my life.<br /><br />MARCH 20TH WAS MY BIRTHDAY!! Its exciting! If you want to make me a happy person, you can send me a dollar to:<br /> <br />Sara Grimard's Birthday Fund<br />1325 Cramer Circle <br />Cramer Hall # 1109<br />Big Rapids, MI 49307<br /><br />Its the cheapest birthday present ever -- only one dollar! So you all should do it since I need some money to have fun on my birthday weekend. I want to do something exciting... instead of just sitting in my dorm on my birthday weekend. So send a dollar, or if you want, you can send more! It would be awesome!<br /><br />On that note, I really dont know what else to say except the sun is shining, and my life seems to be starting to figure itself out... but its not all there yet... its just starting! Thanks for taking the time to read this! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:97802 2006-02-27T07:07:22Z 2006-02-27T07:07:22Z News about the brother....<br /><br /><br />Well basically he has been in the hospital all week long... and the doctors have confirmed its, in fact, cancer... <br />There are two kinds it could be... ill explain them<br /><br />The Child Kind - Where they think he can fight it off and everything will eventually be fine...<br />The Adult Kind - Where he has a great chance of not making it through the surgery. <br /><br />They think he has the Adult kind, but its still not confirmed. His cancer, in the last 3 days has grown a centimeter... So its growing pretty fast compared to other things. He is getting surgery on Friday now and Im really worried about him. They are going to take out his kidney, pancreas (sp?), and if its spread, a few other things. Everyones nerves are shot because of this. <br /><br />PRAY TO WHATEVER GOD YOU HAVE for him please.... he needs all the help he can get right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:97175 2006-02-09T13:59:43Z 2006-02-09T13:59:43Z Well, im stuck in the library until 9:30 ... so I'd better write something more entertaining than the last thing... <br /><br />I havent talked to brian in a really long time it seems... I dont know how I feel about this ... it makes me really sad. Anyways, onto other things. Dennis is home from the navy. Its awesome to have my lovely brother back home for good. He is going to go to florida to train for recruitment... then he is going to recruit for the navy for another two years. But no more Iraq, no more Japan... Im just glad to see him home. It sucks though, the day that he came back, we picked him up from the airport. Then when we got home, he told us about him having kidney stones. This isnt good for him. The day after, my mom had to rush him the er because he was in so much pain that he couldnt take it. The doctors told him that they werent kidney stones after all... and that he has a sist the size of his fist on his kidney. He is going to have to have surgery and such. It sucks for him... get back home, have issues. But this is a good thing in a way, because my mother informed me that she will be going to Florida for awhile. I didnt take this very lightly at all because I hate the idea that my dad is living in florida. So the fact that my mother is going there to check it out and see how much she likes the life, doesnt make me happy at all. She had plans to be there by now, but with the whole surgery thing with my brother, she post-poned her lil trip there. That excites me. My mother says there is a reason for all of it. She thinks that she wasnt ment to go to florida... and thats a good thing as well. I hope that thought stays in her head for good. Lets see... what else is going on in my life. Ive made a new good friend here at school. This is especially exciting because I dont really have that many this year and that sucks. Its cool because he lives on the same floor as me and its nice to walk 2 doors down and just hang out there to get away from my roommates for awhile. Especially lately. Kayla has really been getting on my nerves. Today (yesturday really, but i havent gone to sleep) she walked in and i was sitting on the couch watching a movie. She said to me "Do you just not go to class? Have you just droped all your classes and now your just living here for the hell of it?" (in a snotty way) ... I looked at her and said, "I GO TO CLASS" in a meaner tone. It pisses me off because she had no right saying that to me. She never goes to her classes. Who is she to say something like that to me. Esp. since it was a wednesday and I dont have classes on wednesdays. But i talked to chevonne later in the night and she said that kayla talked to her about it... and apparently kayla said that the only reason she said it was because when she left 4 hours earlier, she said i was doing the same thing and that I hadnt moved at all since she has been gone. This really really pissed me off because It wasnt the case at all. I got up that morning, got dressed and walked right out the door to the auditorium to see if I made call backs on the play that I auditioned for. Then I went to my friend Rachel's dorm to study for our test and she wasnt there, so I went from her dorm to the library to study for 4 strait hours ... then i went back to my dorm. Thats when I sat on the couch and started watching final destination 2. 15 minutes into the movie, thats when Kayla got home and made the comment. I cant stand her latly... her snide comments to me and chevonne are really getting on both of our nerves. I wouldnt wish living with her, on anyone. I just wish I could explain it all... but I cant.<br /><br />On other notes... INTO THE WOODS TRYOUTS!!! I auditioned for the play INTO THE WOODS. I went to auditions on tuesday... Wednesday I found out I made the call back list and went Wednesday night for that. Today I find out if I made it or not. Im not really nervous and I dont really care if I make a part or not because I was already in it once. But I really want Brandon to make it. He auditioned, he made call backs... now he needs to make the play. Im more excited about him than myself. Besides... It would prolly be better for me if I didnt make it because right now in my life, it just seems like school is falling apart for me. Im trying really hard and getting nothing in return. Thats why I just need to be done with Ferris. <br />Ill update later if I made it into the play...<br /><br />Well, im pretty sure that its time to die ... or ... go to class... or something. I really want some sleep! AHHHHHHH <br />I MISS YOU!<br /><br />ps. sorry if this is a lil hard to understand... I really havent gotten any sleep and im a little messed up in my thoughts right now from it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:96875 2006-02-09T13:40:42Z 2006-02-09T13:40:42Z BRANDON AND I PULLED ALL NIGHTERS!!! WERE TRUELY IN FOR A DAY. Im pretty sure that when this sounded like a good idea, I clearly wasnt thinking about how I would be feeling at 9 in the morning!!! I have a class at 9:30, 2:00, 3:00, and 6:00.... im not gonna make it through the day... AT ALL! Brandon will though, hes a champ!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:96608 2006-02-07T22:29:36Z 2006-02-07T22:29:36Z My friend Scott is one of the nicest people ive ever met! He is going to be getting married and I want to help him make his wedding the most memorable thing to ever happen in his life! Please go to www.wgrd.com and vote for them to be married at the nickelback concert. Scott has done many nice things for me... please help me help him! VOTE FOR SCOTT AND STACEY! Thank you very very very much!<br /><br />&hearts; SarA* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:96420 2006-02-05T09:39:06Z 2006-02-05T09:39:06Z I ABSOLUTLY LOVE DENNIS RAY FALCON WITH ALL MY HEART! HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND IM GLAD TO HAVE HIM BACK HOME FOR GOOD! I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH! HE IS THE MOST AMAZING PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! NO ONE WILL EVER COMPARE TO HIM AT ALL!<br /><br />Im in a really good mood since we went to the airport and picked him up! its 4:30 in the morning.... ill explain my life later... as for now, thats all i got! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:96181 2006-02-01T06:19:10Z 2006-02-01T06:19:10Z Will everyone go to January 13th's post... and do something about that!! I NEED THEM urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:95903 2006-02-01T06:16:41Z 2006-02-01T06:16:41Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/SaraGrimard/SARASNEWHAIR.jpg" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"><br /><br />And thats all I have to say about that! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:candyapplesause:95501 2006-02-01T06:14:34Z 2006-02-01T06:17:54Z no updates latly because livejournal hates me and this is the first time its worked in FOREVER!!! So I was home last weekend. Erin "kidnaped" me... I didnt tell anyone because it was basically a me and erin weekend. I did tell Brian though, and it was sad because I didnt get to see him at all through the whole weekend. It was a tough weekend though because of some family issues that came up. Lots of drauma and this time... its not my dad. It just sucks. The whole family is falling apart. As much as I hate to admit it... We need my dad back at home. Its just not right and not working without him. <br /><br />I miss everyone... I miss you!<br /><br />I need everyone... I really need you!