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August 21st, 2006

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August 2nd, 2006

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05:55 am Seriously... could you say no to him?? I couldnt! Current Mood: its all smiles!

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August 1st, 2006

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July 24th, 2006

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July 7th, 2006

12:38 am - Its the way I feel... Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Current Mood: curious

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June 17th, 2006

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June 12th, 2006

12:21 am - life as i know it Im sitting at Chris's house right now, he is asleep on the bed. I blinged out his teather, and it looks pretty now with sparkley jems... when he wakes up, he will hate it! hahah! Erin is sleeping next to him and I took hold of his computer because I rock that much! Im home from ferris, if you all didnt know (not like anyone reads this) and If anyone (those of you that do magically run accross my page) want to hang out, im free.... EVERYDAY! I dont have a job (boo!) and im working on that, but until I get one... im almost always availible... so let me know chica's and roosta's!! on other notes!! My friend's dog ran away... it would be tragic if he isnt found because of certain circumstances that the family is/was under in the last year. I cant quite go into details because its not really my, or anyone elses business on that part, but here is the flyer and if you find him, CALL ROGER stat!! He needs Bo back!! His mom needs Bo back!!! Thats that issue... and on other news I have a trendy idem!! Look at Paris holding that purse... yeah, So I got this purse from Spencers for free because no one would buy it... it was on clearence, and they needed to get rid of it... Then Paris gets this purse and now its a big deal!! On Ebay for lots and stuff... funny how one prissy person can own something and now everyone and their brother want one... so i have one of those... rock on for me, im not trendy! And that concludes my life... I miss Jessica and Brandon with all my lil black heart, i need them to live close again! GAHHH! Current Location: Chris's house... boring! Current Mood: Singing Like AMERICAN IDOL!

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June 2nd, 2006

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May 8th, 2006

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April 11th, 2006

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April 6th, 2006

01:48 am VENTING TIME!!! Im pissed... my ex boyfriend Brian wrote me today and one of the parts in it was: "i was asking about your brothers kemo becaue if he didn't want to take the pain. and the draging out when he eventually will die anyway." So basically what hes saying is my brother is going to die?! Thats awesome! In situations like this, your supposed to console someone, not tell them the person that they love more than anything is going to die, so why do anything to save him... When I read it, i just started crying. More news on my brother (for anyone who was reading). He had his surgery... they took out the kidney, half the pancreas, and the tumor. It spread to his arteries, and his spine. They couldnt take that out and its growing a cent. every three days. Its spreading pretty badly and they said that he wont be cured with kemo. They gave him a few months to live. Im not taking it well... and someone like brian says what he did... not right of him. But anyways... thats the newest news of my brother :( PRAY PLEASE! Current Location: BIG RAPIDS! Current Mood: fucking pissed right off!!

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April 5th, 2006

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March 27th, 2006

03:26 pm - 21 of my firsts! .........21 of My Firsts............ 1.Who was your first prom date? Doug 2. Who was your first roommate? My sister stacie, we shared a room for a long time... Otherwise, it was Chevonne... my awesomes college friend who fights endlessly with me! 3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Beer... my cousin and sister brought me to my first party and I got wasted and puked! 4. What was your first job? Michigan Adventures - worst job of my life... Im allergic to sunburn! 5. What was your first car? I havent had that first yet! 6. When did you go to your first funeral? I dont remember when, but I remember it was my grandpa... 7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 18 to go to ferris 8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Koon 9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? I havent been on one :( 10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? wasnt with anyone, but it ws to hang out with Adam 11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? Erin - We've been friends since sperm and havent stoped yet! 19 years and running! 12. Where was your first sleepover? Erin's house 13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? My mom or Erin 14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? I was never in a wedding, but I will be this summer... Im going to be a bridesmaid for ANGIE and NATES wedding! Lovin' it! 15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Wake up... lol It takes awhile 16. What was the first concert you ever went to? Britney Spears and 98 degrees. But its only because we went as a family for my sister. It was so awful! I wanted to throw eggs! But otherwise, it was something at summer cel. 17. First tattoo or piercing? my ears... which then became addicting and i did under my tongue, then my rook, then second holes, then my toe, then my industrial, then my two cartilage(sp?) and now im going in for my septum. I cant stop! AHH 18. First celebrity crush? I dont quite remember... Im pretty sure it was brad pitt because of Interview with a vampire 19. Age of first real kiss? 17 20. First crush? Danny MacEntaffer 21. First love? Haven't been in love...but I know what ur gettin at so probably my first boyfriend, who doesnt really need to be named... it was my longest relationship and he ment the world to me. He even cried when I was in the hospital in 9th grade. I loved him. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: See This Through - Broken Sunday

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March 26th, 2006

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March 20th, 2006

03:24 pm - BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! MARCH 20TH WAS MY BIRTHDAY!! Its exciting! If you want to make me a happy person, you can send me a dollar to: Sara Grimard's Birthday Fund 1325 Cramer Circle Cramer Hall # 1109 Big Rapids, MI 49307 Its the cheapest birthday present ever -- only one dollar! So you all should do it since I need some money to have fun on my birthday weekend. I want to do something exciting... instead of just sitting in my dorm on my birthday weekend. So send a dollar, or if you want, you can send more! It would be awesome! Current Mood: thoughtful

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02:54 pm - My life according to my shrink... So... I haven’t updated in awhile... so I think its time to make my life known to the world! I haven’t had much time for anything... school occupies mainly all of it, and its funny because im pretty sure this is the worst ive ever done in school. It figures though. Im done with Ferris in the may anyways so im not to worried about it right now. I have other things going on in my mind. My dad is officially home for good now I guess. Although I really think he is only home because of Dennis and his cancer. He says he is here to stay, and he said he was sorry for all the "torture" he put us through... But I honestly think its all made up bull shit coming out of his mouth. Its funny, we have been holding down the house since he left, and now that he is back, he pretends to be king. Telling us how things should be and how to do things... I think if he wanted to be that way, he should have never left in the first place. It makes me just want to scream "Why are you saying this stuff to us now? You cant just come back and rule things again... its now how it works!" Since my dad came home, Randy has been running away a lot. Its funny because he goes around to everyone he knows saying he got kicked out... when in reality, he said "FUCK YOU MOM AND DAD" and leaves. Whatever, I say let him go... He cant be getting away with calling my mother a fucking bitch and then thinking everything is alright without getting grounded. And when he does get grounded, he just runs away. Right now I guess he is living with my neighbors ex girlfriend Lisa. Honestly, I think randy was better off at Angie and Nates house. Thats where he would have had a better time I think. But he will be home in about 2 weeks and it will just happen again. He will never learn. Onto my other brother... Dennis... He is doing better. He got out of the hospital last week and he is home. He has a huge scar across his stomach and its not pretty... but its a small price to pay for life right? Anyways, they took out his tumor, his kidney, half his pancreas, and then scraped around in there. They were going to take out more, but the doctors said that if he was to stay open any longer, he would have died. Not all the cancer is gone though. Its spreading a centimeter every three days and its growing quick. Its on his spine now and in his arteries. If chemotherapy doesn’t treat it... they say he only has months left to live. That makes me sad, but im trying to keep optimistic about the whole situation. Now for my love life... I dont think im still dating brian. I seriously havent talked to him in a really really long time. He doesnt email me anymore and he doesnt call, even though he has a new cell phone. So I really dont think we are because if we were, he would want to talk to me... But thats alright because I dont think I can handle a relationship right now in my life, let alone a long distance one. Its really taxing and I dont have the time to put into it. So I think its better off the way it seems to be going. I met some new friends which is exciting for me because im lacking in the friendship department latly. My first found new friend's name is Erik. He is awesome! I enjoy hanging out with him when I can. Right now he is in the army and I wont be able to hang out with him for another 6 months. It kinda sucks because I had lots of fun hanging out with him before he left. It was awesome and was a good time. Another one of my new found friends is Stevie. He is really awesome! This is one of Erin's friend and I met him through her. He is friends with Erik too... which is weird because I found that out when I was hanging out with Erik during his going away party. I met Stevie officially at Erik's party. Then there is Jeremy and Rob. They are pretty cool. I only see them when I go to the bar on Sunday nights though. Jeremy used to date Erin and now they are just friends. Which works out better for them. At first I hated Jeremy, but he is a pretty neat guy now that I got to know him. The first time I met him, it wasnt like that at all. And then there is Mike. My other new friend. He is currently Erin's guy friend... and soon to be more. I met him at Stevies house and then we went to the bar. He is really cool because he didnt judge me right off the bat like lots of other people do. He was awesome to me. He even danced with me and the bar... It was pretty cool. Hes a nice fella! Those are my new found friends! Hopefully ill make more though. My photography is going well, I made a page for it on myspace. All you fun people with a myspace should add it and if you have people that you know that want professional pictures taken, give them the link to my myspace or give them my email. www.myspace.com/sarenelightning Saragrimard@yahoo.com And help promote me... I need it. Im currently lined up to do photography for a wedding, family portraits, and im hired in by two bands. Its getting pretty exciting and I hope it can just get better and better for me since that is what Ive decided to do with my life. MARCH 20TH WAS MY BIRTHDAY!! Its exciting! If you want to make me a happy person, you can send me a dollar to: Sara Grimard's Birthday Fund 1325 Cramer Circle Cramer Hall # 1109 Big Rapids, MI 49307 Its the cheapest birthday present ever -- only one dollar! So you all should do it since I need some money to have fun on my birthday weekend. I want to do something exciting... instead of just sitting in my dorm on my birthday weekend. So send a dollar, or if you want, you can send more! It would be awesome! On that note, I really dont know what else to say except the sun is shining, and my life seems to be starting to figure itself out... but its not all there yet... its just starting! Thanks for taking the time to read this! :) Current Mood: optimistic

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February 26th, 2006

02:01 pm News about the brother.... Well basically he has been in the hospital all week long... and the doctors have confirmed its, in fact, cancer... There are two kinds it could be... ill explain them The Child Kind - Where they think he can fight it off and everything will eventually be fine... The Adult Kind - Where he has a great chance of not making it through the surgery. They think he has the Adult kind, but its still not confirmed. His cancer, in the last 3 days has grown a centimeter... So its growing pretty fast compared to other things. He is getting surgery on Friday now and Im really worried about him. They are going to take out his kidney, pancreas (sp?), and if its spread, a few other things. Everyones nerves are shot because of this. PRAY TO WHATEVER GOD YOU HAVE for him please.... he needs all the help he can get right now. Current Mood: ...

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February 9th, 2006

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